Monologue

Okay, made it with ten minutes to spare....I've done all my homework, I'm ready to go, just throw it all away and relax and have fun now....looks like it's going to be a while before they call any of us in....keep the energy up.....should I look over the lines again?....yeah, but don't obsess about it, don't want to overplan.....okay, yeah, I know these lines, just need to trust that it's all there....that guy is dressed exactly like me....good thing I'm going in before him.....I feel good....I feel great....this is totally mine for the taking......just need to RELAX and HAVE FUN....that's the name of the game, have fun, and remember today is a day I get to "play"......okay, I've been sitting too long, I'm feeling the energy go......my feet are a little numb, gotta stomp that out...(stomp! stomp!)...okay that's better, I feel a little more grounded now......I feel very relaxed....I feel a little too relaxed.....I could use a little of that adrenaline now.....I need to pee...should I pee?...having the extra energy from needing to pee might help me out.....on the other hand, it could be another ten minutes before I go in there.....fuck it, I'm going to hit the john..... (pees).... yeah, glad I did that, because there is NO SIGN of this woman....that dude over there is totally stressing....dude, you've got to breathe, you look terrified. and next time, you might not want to wear blue jeans you look a little too casual to me, but hey, that's just me.....it would be funny if I got this...I mean, who'd imagine my first breakout movie role would be in a Martin Lawrence film?....it would be like when my mom did that Tim Allen movie For Richer, For Poorer a few years ago....what?...oh we're going! that was sudden.....do I know this? yes, I know it! it'll all be there.....just relax and have fun HAVE FUN! HAVE FUN, GODDAMNIT!!